The nightmare may be over...

 But I will know more in the morning.

This has been a "god=awful" couple of weeks.

Just spoke to the investigator; he told me it is likely I will be back at CLMS by the end of the week.

The question remains, now....do I REALLY want to?

This morning, I met with my school next door neighbor who told me that one of her students blurted out that I got "fired for sexual assault." So the rumor is out there.  She has heard nothing more since then, but with men, the innuendo is enough sometimes.

Two ways to go at this:

If I do disappear, it will be assumed I was indeed guilty of some terrible transgression. Does that matter to me, since I will never see nor talk to any of these people ever again?  A conundrum. I've said I no longer care what anyone thinks of me.  Guess I will find out now if I really believe that.

Should I return, the very best kind of "revenge" will be to pick up where I left off as though nothing happened.  Trouble is that it DID. Can I, indeed, just pick up and go on?

Gonna have to decide by tomorrow.