This is going to be painful, I think.
Been pondering things all weekend long. A hell of a way to spend a weekend. Thought about going out to the coast; never did get up the gumption to go.
Did a fair amount of napping. Didn't go to CF. I should have, Physical activity would have benefited me I think.
I'm conflicted. Yeah, back to the old routine.
Some of me wants to just tell them I will just head home. Things didn't work out. Another part of me says to just wait it out. If they tell me I have to be removed from CLMS, then I will depart. Came here to work at CLMS. If that is not possible anymore, why stay?
Coming here was good for me. I already decided that. Got me away from some things I desperately needed to be away from. A different venue was much needed.
Which way to go?
So often I have found myself asking that. And so here we are again.
Damn.
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