Couldn't stick around and bid farewell to many at the end of the day. Felt too much pressure behind the eyeballs. This was worse than the first time I left RCMS back in 2013, when I went into retirement...
Saying "good bye" has often been difficult for me, which is odd, because I did it so often growing up. Never stayed in one neighborhood or in the same house more than about a year from birth through high school.
Two gifts a family can give a child: roots and wings.
I never had either.
Being affiliated with any community for 9 years is a definite record for me and driving away from RCMS about an hour ago was very hard.
Who can be sure what the morrow will bring? Might be I will never enter RCMS again nor see any of its people again except on Facebook. In many ways, they've been like the family I never had. Sure we have our differences and our disagreements, but who doesn't? Wouldn't be human otherwise.
Tomorrow or, at latest, Sunday, I depart for Florida to set things up for next school year. Who can honestly know what lies ahead for me? Sybil tells me she respects my courage in making such a change. I guess it does take a certain amount of that.
There comes a time and occasionally, situations, that require changes. I remain convinced this is one of them. My gut is telling me this is right. Hope my gut is right.
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