will this cold ever go away?

Seems to be just hanging on.

It's been no fun here in the RV.  I used up my propane an d am having to wait until Monday for a resupply. Using a pair of floor heaters in the meantime. Only had one last night and it got a bit uncomfortable.

The Mike issue is growing worse.

Two CCR people stepped up to "help" with the reunion, on the CCR site.  I am thinking they did so in order to get me to step aside.  They just don't see that Mike is manipulating them and the whole situation, just as he has for decades. I replied got them, asking what they wanted to help with. No  reply.
Amy claims it's not what I think it is, but I am skeptical.

Made the blunder of saying that Mike and I needed to talk  He replied "okay." Nothing more. Truth? I don't want to

Don't particularly want to skip the reunion, as not could possibly be my last or the last one for others.  I hit 70 next year. But it might be the least painful alternative.

Women are better organizers anyhow, so maybe I should just give it to them.

Their silence, so far, tells me that is what they want. Maybe I will just ask them.

Back into the routine at CLMS and things are going okay, but the specter of what happened just won't go away for me. Perhaps it shall haunt me the rest of the year. if so, I shall be most happy when the year is ended.

Sad, that isn't how I wanted things to turn out.